March 2012
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you know, i have this image in my head of how i wish i was; looks wise and personality. but truth is, i’m never going to be that person that i so badly wish i was and its horrible. i know you shouldn’t go on wishing you were someone/something else, but i can’t help it.
i hate the way i look, i wish i was more comfortable in how i feel when i go out, not just going out, as in...
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off work today, not feeling too great.
came in from work last night, had my tea and was just laying in my bed with the tv on about 6.30 and fell asleep, flat out.
woke up about 10, took my make up off and went straight back to sleep and that was me right through until 7.30 this morning. that is not like me at all. i wasn’t feeling too good last night, my breathing was really heavy and deep...
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because i’m an idiot, a skint idiot at that, i bought myself a saturday ticket for leeds festival.
the cure, you me at six, deaf havana and paramore swayed me. i just wish i could move all time low and foo fighters over to the saturday but i shall not moan.
couldn’t really miss it, could i?
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i woke up about 1am this morning because i had really bad ear ache, my ear was so sore but it was proper itchy aswell, like inside. it was so weird and then it kept me up for ages. its been like this for a good few weeks now, but it would happen in the morning for like 10 minutes or so and then just stop, i should have went to the doctors but i didn’t. probably going to go and get ear drops...
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i was trying clothes on for taking away on tour and obviously you have to look at yourself in the mirror and holy fuck, i have put on so much weight. its actually disgusting.
i don’t want to be stupidly skinny, i know i never will be but i just want to feel a bit more comfortable about myself.
i’ve said it before, but it obviously it isn’t working, but something definitely...
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i just want to sleep, is that too much to ask?
i had a good night last night, even though i was pretty much home by 10pm.
wish i could have stayed out longer but i’m proper skint and i was pretty drunk by time i left just after 9pm. it was a new low.
i’m going to miss kim, i know she’ll do great in the police though.
and i obviously think its a good idea to come home and go...
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going out after work tomorrow night for kim’s leaving night. going to 99 hanover street because its £2 a drink, certain drinks obviously, between 5pm & 8pm. definitely just going to go up and order two drinks at a time.
although saying that, i don’t have much money but for £2 a drink i reckon i’ll do alright. was going to actually move on to somewhere else after there with...
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i had a little meeting with myra yesterday. turns out that my pay has increased by 2%, that’s not really much at all but its better than nothing, and its only myself and gina out of our team who got any pay rise at all.
no bonus’s were given out, yet again. however, myra has been super nice and pushed to get me ovation vouchers, £100 again. i’m thinking i might get the ray bans...
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my whole twitter, and some of my tumblr is about the you me at six meet and greets
its cute seeing everyone get so excited about it. it takes me back to 2010 when myself, laura, michelle and emma-jane were in my car in manchester about to go to the gig and all of a sudden we all just burst into screams of madness because everyone, apart from me, had received an email to go to the newcastle meet...
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i just want to go on holiday. i don’t know where and i don’t care where, well that’s probably a lie but seriously, i just want to go away to somewhere with nice weather, even just for a week, somewhere that i can just go to and have fun and just forget about everything, absolutely everything. and just live care free for a few days.
How To Ruin Your Life Get stuck. Stay in one place your whole life. Always order vanilla even though the menu is four pages long. Become the type of person who sends back lattes. Save up your money for a plasma TV instead of a plane ticket. Talk a lot about things you know nothing about. Have an affair with someone you don’t even find attractive.
Refuse to forget your ex. Make it impossible...
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‘U seem to do no bad at getting around different places going by ur face book coments xx’
i seem to get similar comments like this said to me a fair bit, its just a shame that this comment was left on a poster of the warped tour line up. i don’t think i’ll be ‘getting around’ and going to warped though.
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i had a nice wee night out with kamie, laura and emma-jane last night.
lots of drinking and dancing, and a lot of fun.
should do it more often. i forget that edinburgh can infact be good for a night out at times.
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narcotic:
Falling temporarily in love with people on public transportation
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i am looking forward to tonight with my girls, i just want to get really really drunk and dance all night, even though i can’t dance.
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get-me-fucked-up: You Me At Six | Paradise...
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i think i have my outfit sorted for tomorrow night. black wedges, wet/leather look leggings, yellow chiffon style vest top and a blazer.
i don’t do well at dressing up, never have done. i always think that heels make any outfit look instantly more smarter and dressed up though and by time i have my hair/make up done and jewellery on it should look alright. i’d rather be comfortable in...